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Saturday, August 18, 2007

blog temporary down

yes. sorry. i love writing. but....... if only, there are 48 hours in a day.

current:
life=work

weekdays=work
weekends=recuperating

ta. soon to be over.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

a layer of dust

i feel that there's a layer of digital dust on my blog. i can almost imagine a digital me, trying to blow all the dust away. i have been neglecting my dear blog, i know. work, has been taking most of my time, and weekends... are spent relaxing or resting. i've been feeling lethargic lately.

hsin, my colleague, was really nice to lend me her books to read. i just finished one of them, "the time traveler's wife". gosh, the book took me along to an incredible journey of a kaleidoscope of feelings. the book was thought provoking, touching..... yet sad. it made me wanting to appreciate normal mundane life, it made me wanting such love.. a person who waits for you no matter what, a person who holds your hand and walk down the path of life with you.

sigh. the disillusionment again.

dear desiree, happy birthday! *muacks* you look beautiful tonight. it was great, seeing all of us together again. i realized, out of a sudden that, we are adults. and darn! i look the oldest.

*yawn* it's getting rather late here. i gotta scoot off to dreamland soon. tomorrow is badminton day and it is 1.53am now.

the weekends.. really do pass too fast. i feel... that my childhood flew by me, my teenage years.. flew by me.. and now, i'm almost in my mid twenties... i'm afraid.. really afraid of having all of my life flew by me.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

when small things add up into a big thing

i guess it wouldn't matter so much if it was just this one small thing. but small things add up, and it turns into one big thing. and that one big thing refused to go down my throat. it's just there.

and it's stuck. gosh, if i'm a sink, i would look for the plumber. the plumber from desperate housewives, wisteria lane. =P

but i'm human. tough luck. if i really have a physical thing stuck at my throat for so long, i think i'd die by now. or perhaps i would have got a doctor to get rid of it immediately.

too bad, it's just a metaphor.

tomorrow will be a better day.

3 years ago

3 years ago today, I was drunk.

3 years down the road, I am who I am today.