tribute to a friend

it has been so long - 5 years? where are you? i hope life is good to you and i pray that our paths would cross again. you taught me this song, and each time i sing it, it reminds me of you.

Paper Bag - Fiona Apple

I was staring at the sky, just lookin' for a star
To pray on or wish on or something like that
I was havin' a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality, I knew, was a hopeless to be had
But then the dove of hope began its downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances were approaching to be grabbed
But as it came down near, so did a weary tear
I thought it was a bird but it was just a paper bag

Hunger hurts and I want him so bad, oh, it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts but starvin' works when it costs
Too much to love

And I went crazy again today, lookin' for a strand to climb
Lookin' for a little hope
Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine
And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
I said honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified
Come on, put a little love here in my void
He said it's all in your head and I said so's everything but he didn't get it
I thought he was a man but he was just a little boy

Hunger hurts and I want him so bad, oh, it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts but starvin' works when it costs
Too much to love

Hunger hurts but I want him so bad, oh, it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess that he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold because these hands are just too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts but starvin' works when it costs
Too much to love

Hunger hurts but I want him so bad, oh, it kills
Because I know that I'm a mess that he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold because these hands are just too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts but starvin', it works when it costs
Too much to love

one for the memory

dear jamy and yenny

hey you two,

please, for my sake, write in englishhhhhhh... i can't read chinese... it's bad enough that every single post in yenny's blog is in chinese... nowadays, jamy's too!!!!!!!!!

both of you are my favourite bloggers.......... now, what am i supposed to do for reading materials? besides, i feel left out!!!

damn it, why can't i read and write in CHINESE?

i'm a freaking CHINESE, for heaven's sake.

gosh. i'm so useless.

a post by my dearest friend about me!

Please read below for the whole post about me by Desiree!

Kindred Spirits!

Recently I was told to update my blog by the only person whom i believe actually takes the time to read it. Thanks sweetie! You're the best..you know who you are! Let me tell you a bit about her. Besides my family, she has known me for the longest time. We have known each other since we were both 2-years old. Though we hated each other (ok hate is a strong word, let's just put it as mutual dislike or irritation). We went to the same kindie, primary school and secondary school and we hardly got along back in those days. Towards the end of secondary though, we were civil to each other, close but not tight, but I am glad to say that, she is one of the best friends I have to date. She is the type of person you can depend on for an honest opinion. Never afraid to speak her mind, expect nothing but blatant obvious statements from her when you least expect it. Some may find this odd, peculiar or down right rude, BUT i think this shows her level of sincerity. "No frills!" would be her tagline if i could give her one. I appreciate this kind of honesty. In times of need, she never fails to come through for those whom are truly close to her. It ain't easy getting into her good books, once you are in, stay there and don't be stupid to ever try and get out. Seet @ Cathryn, my oldest and closest friend who will always remain dear to me. I have very few CLOSE friends..or should i call them Kindred Spirits (ala Anne of Green Gables). This blog entry I dedicate to the only fan of my blog! (or the only person who reads it).

awwwwwwwwww... so sweet...

i am so touched....... see guys, remember to appreciate me like how Desiree does.... i want to write more about Desiree today... but i'm not feeling well.... shall write more after i'm back! thanks alot Desiree..

my pretty friends and me!

*Tah Dah! Me!* Fatter I know

*Muacks, Yan Chun*
she's my Pillar of Strength.

*Pretty Hui Ling, Thank you! i'm touched by you*
she's like my guardian angel..

*Gorgeous Mabel - i hearts you!*
I think she look absolutely sweet and pretty here,
don't know why she says she looks horrible in this picture.

From Me to You

I've not been there

All along you were here
Always, For me
While I'm elsewhere

I'm sorry

For the things I've done
For the things I did not
For the times I was there
For the times I was not

You protected me
You cared for me
You love me
So much

I want to do
So much for you
Will I ever
Be able to?

I wish I could
To tell you how much
I actually
Love you too

Happy Birthday, Mum! I love you so much! I know I never tell you so... I just find it hard to do so... Thank you for everything. A million thank yous, a million hugs, a million kisses... for all the time you stood up for me. I wish I could give the world to you.

Me and My Babes

This is a picture of me and my babes (from upper left clockwise:- Me, Jamy, Yenny Mun Yee) in Coffee Bean before Christmas. Hehe.. I stole this picture from Yenny's blog. Ahahhahaha

It was a wonderful night. They really can make me laugh! Lurveee you girls! Muacks Muacks