sleep?

i find it hard to sleep these days. i have a nagging feeling that this may due to my cough medicine.

you see, i was ill a week ago.. and i was coughing non-stop, so i had to take cough mix to be able to have a peaceful night of sleep. the trouble is, right now, i don't feel sleepy at night now.. unless i take the cough medicine.

wow. it's a wonder how fast i began relying on the mixture. cause i only took it for a week, and it's not in huge dosages... only at night, before i sleep.

or could my insomniac nights be due to subconscious stress? dissatisfaction towards something in life? trouble is, i don't know. duh! i did say subconscious stress.

i rather think that it's because of the cough meds. but this side of it seem rather serious. cause i don't want to be dependent on something. i'm not really bothered by this as i think i'll get over this soon enough.

it's just that... i'm still suffering from the cough attacks at night. it just like to visit me when i'm trying to fall asleep.. ain't that a pain in the a**? and my cough mixture is depleting. time for another visit at the docs....

note: i'm just bored and by being bored, i am writing....... nonsense here. sorry. bear with me.