random thoughts

• if ever i am able to emancipate myself from materialism, will happiness easier to achieve? not only materialism, living in the world today, you tend to restrict yourself. for the fear of others' views, for the fear of the unknown, for the fear of just being yourself truly. sometimes, i have the thoughts, that if i ever am able to know myself 100%, to understand myself 100%, would i dislike me?
• taking the challenge, pushing yourself to the limits, to overcome the boundaries that you set yourself, will help you to grow, to become better. this is what i always think. aren't we all suppose to push ourselves to the next level? but sometimes, a sly thought will creep in my mind, "when will it be ever enough? nothing ever seems to be good enough". but i pushed it aside, always.
  
• friends come and go. but true friends remain at your side, throughout. is that true? does that mean that those friends who no longer are your friends, were never a true friend to begin with? i beg to differ. think of it this way, at that moment in life, when you n her were friends, she really was a true friend. it's because, as time passes by, people grow up and you and her grow towards a different direction. sometimes, although i no longer am friends with them, i still care and hope for the best for them. no matter what, they did treat you good before and were there for you before. memories of those happy times, will remain in my heart forever.
• being in a relationship, i know arguments are unavoidable. sometimes, the arguments become so serious, that i can't even remember how it started and what's the reason of arguing. what in the world are lovers arguing for? i thought love conquers all. ROFL.
  
• scoring As and distinctions in exams, you would think that that person will have a high flying career. WRONG! isn't it weird when those who do well in studies, does not always do that well in their career? every parent pushes their child to study and score distinctions for their future, so that the child will have a great career. and thus, the child succumbs, to the expectation that good grades equal to a good career, pushing himself to study and yet, when he begins his working life.... he did not do well. Funny how the world works. the irony of it.
  

yeah, this is the sort of stuff i think. silly me.

gosh, it's late. gotta go. n kill my brain cells.