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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

my patience has a limit

i wanted to write an anger filled post. however i thought better of it. i shall be more civilized. i am no barbarian, unlike some others. *chanting the mantra - tai yan yau tai leong - means i'm generous or something like that in Cantonese. i shall not be angered/offended by someone like that. it is so not worth it. because i am of a different level. :P

some certain person does not deliver when he promise. the same certain person twist and turn his words. the same certain person needs 10 minutes to tell me something which usually takes me less than 3 minutes to tell. imagine my frustration when i speak with him. i have to wait so long for him to finish his speech, repeating his points over and over again. sometimes it comes to the point where i kinda spaced out when he repeats what he said before. this is bad. so now, i pay full attention to what he says. although it torments me like hell.

sometimes i wonder, when it comes to work... where's the professionalism? i mean, not that i'm that great at it, but a deadline is a deadline. please stick to it. do not make me postpone my plans over and over again as you cannot provide the necessities. believe me, i am so fed-up.

i digress. talking about professionalism, i realized that mine.. at the image part, is lacking. i have a problem of standing and sitting straight. i hunch. which sucks. i try to sit properly and stand properly but it seems to no avail. i need to be reminded all the time. sigh. and also, i need to learn to be firm. i hate being taken advantage of. *must look confident all the time, must look confident all the time*.

thought of the day: i feel like an over bloated fish. i am so fat now, i can't stand it.

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