Cathryn - Who is she?

Facts about Me, Cathryn:-

• i am paranoid. if i were to go traveling, at the back of my mind, i'll have this dreadful feeling that i left something behind. if i leave the closet open, i'll be thinking what's inside the closet.
  
• i am a food lover. i eat non-stop. you'll see me eating whole day long if you spend long enough with me.
  
• most of the time, i talk a lot. sometimes i talk lesser. once in a blue moon, i stop talking.
• i wear a size 7 shoe. sometimes 6. but hardly.
  
• i am 165cm tall - 5 feet 5, i wish i am 5 feet 7.
  
• i am 10kgs heavier than what i want to be. i've been dreaming to be 10kgs lighter since i was 12.
  
• i see my girl friends more than my guy friends. i used to have a balance of guys and girls as friends. now i have more girl friends.
• i love to sing. i used to belt out songs at night in my house in Seremban while lying down on the cold marble floor in the living room. i sang so loud.. my opposite neighbour could hear me clearly. but no one, i repeat NO ONE ever complain.
  
• i used to be nocturnal, now due to the fact that i'm working, i sleep much earlier.
  
• i have my seasons. there is a season where i read a lot, a season where i watch tv alot, a season where i shop a lot and so on and so forth. but basically, u can say i'm a shopaholic.
• people thinks that i'm high maintenance. what they don't know is, what i have, or what i want, i bought it with my own money. no, i don't take a fool for a ride and use up his money. i'm just not like that.
  
• i've been living away from my family for 5 years, since 2002.
• i own more than 100 books. a variety of mysteries, romance, chic lit, well, i read almost every genre.
  
• i rather sit down in a cafe and chit chat with my friend than go to clubs. I only go to clubs once in a while. so no, i'm not a party girl.
  
• i drink a lot of coffee. back when i was in jakarta, i went to Coffee Bean there every night. but due to my recent headaches, i think i have to stop drinking that for awhile.
  
• i love pasta. and soups. My favourite Chinese soup is the lotus root soup.
  
• in my 22 years almost 23 years of life, i've only receive flowers, 5 times. Pathetic right?
• i look better in photos than in real life. so people, be prepared for a surprise when you see me in person.
  
• i do not give out my numbers to strangers. i do not meet people at clubs or bars. well, basically i don't want to know strangers. i will only put an effort to know you if my friends introduce you to me.
  
• my favourite color is turquoise. however my wardrobe is dominated by black and dark colors.
  
• i have a fetish for shoes. i simply.. like nice shoes.
• i haven't manage to kick that bad habit of mine. if you had read my blog earlier, you'll know what i'm talking about.
  
• i'm no mat you can simply walk over. i can be very patient with my friends. i can be very protective in fact. however, do not ever try to falsely accuse me or betray my trust, cause hell hath no wrath like Cathryn.
  
• if you admit you are wrong and apologize, you'll be surprised how easy i can forgive you. but never repeat it again.
• i have long curly hair. currently, i'm waiting for it to reach my waist. i have a fantasy to have bangs. however every stylist i see, says that i'm not suitable for that kind of baby doll look.
• if i'm to overnight in a foreign room, i'll leave all the lights on. yes, i am that paranoid.
• i hold an IT degree. i can program. i used to be a software engineer.
  
• i do not drink like a fish. although some may have that perception about me.
  
• i have this fascination with steamboat. i just don't know why. i can have it more than twice a week. sadly, nowadays, i only have it once in a blue moon.
  
• i've only been to thailand, singapore and indonesia. if i have the money, i'll travel to a lot of places. sometimes i wish i can stay in new york and live there for a few months. hong kong too. tokyo too. i just want to feel how it is like to live there.
  
• one of my bestfriends, Desiree, has been my friend for 21 years ++. she used to stay opposite my seremban house.
• when i was young, i thought i'll be married at the age of 23 or 24. now i don't know.
  
• i thought i know everything. i thought if you love a person truly and be there for him, everything will be happily ever after. oh, i was so wrong. and naive.
  
• when i was 7 till i was 12, i wanted to be a doctor. i thought it was cool to be a doctor. my daddy even asked around for universities when i was that age. LOL
• i was very set in my ways when i was young. i was very judgemental. i had my set of thoughts on what was right and what was wrong. now, i'm much more laid back. my motto to my friends are; as long as you are happy, i'll support you.
  
• recently, someone said that i'm spoilt. cause i always want it my way.
• i am very egoistic. i am very conscious of myself. for example, i dislike people watching me cook. i dislike people watching me do things i'm not certain that i can do well.
• i'm stubborn. really really stubborn. to the point that it annoys certain people.
  
• i'm not a neat person. my work station is really messy. so is my room.
• i would like to have a beagle or a golden retriever once i have my own house. i think beagle is cute and golden retriever is so gentle.
  
• i always lose one of my earrings. so i end up having a lot of earrings not wearable as it is not a pair.
  
• i always take pictures of myself. cause i am so vain. haha
• i dislike girls who are not independent. i dislike them giving excuses for not doing things themselves. i find them weak.
• i like to play mahjong. however i'm not really good in it. so i always end up paying a lot of tuition fees.
  
• i think that's enough about me writing about myself for now.
  

How about you all write things about me? Can anyone tell me? Anyone of the readers here can describe me? I want to see how.. people perceive me. I hope that there's someone who will respond to my question. Thank you very much.